Eyes Wide Shut 3

SEXY THOUGHTS:
All day I felt the urge to kiss and be kissed!
I even resorted to kissing myself! Hope I don’t sound
Crazy?’ cause you know desperate times call for desperate measures.

INNER THOUGHTS:
It took me long with this come back because, I was uncertain as to how much I should reveal but WTH this is SAY IT AS IT IS . Liver no cut me but I’m used to keeping it in and lost it for a while.

SOSEXY SPEAKS:
…We (Beauty and I) packed our bags and struggled to get to the park. But of course you know how it is when everyone is headed towards same direction; Chaos! With gunshots, we could barely coordinate ourselves properly. We didn’t even know when we started running with our luggage (Imagine that!) and hiding in the bushes was no option because that was where the shooters came from.
There was a heavy cult blood bath in school and this time, it included girlfriends and chics who hung out with each crew. They didn’t spare anyone. It was then that Beauty told me that Bobi belonged to one of the cults fighting! Me? Dating a cultist?! Hence the hurried packing and running for dear life! Well, everyone was too. When we finally got to the park, it was crowded and there was no transport vehicle just to get us out of that war zone. The whole school was in panic.
As if that wasn’t enough, I saw some chic I knew just get shot in the arse! Everyone ran. The cultists came out and started shooting at everyone. In the confusion, I lost track of Beauty; I ran aimlessly but it got to a point when I knew I couldn’t outrun these guys, I mean they were high on drugs and whatever else, were also blood thirsty, hungry for supremacy.
You won’t believe where I hid: There’s a place where we buy fries. You know? Yam, plaintain, potatoes and the like. This girl hid under the table of that spot and I, out of instinct, followed her and we both hid under a table that was in full glare of these people.Now, how confused was that?
I was so scared! Then they got to us wielding bottles, axes and machetes, shooting at those who were running and on the table. Some of it touched me but till today, I don’t know how I made it outta there alive, really. I just thank God. Well some touched me but it didn’t matter; that wasn’t what touched me to the core. There in front of me and this girl I was crouching under the table with, a guy was butchered without mercy while he kept pleading, after that, they continued their rampage.
Somehow, I reconnected with Beauty and we hustled for 3days to leave school.
We stayed home for 2months before we were called back to school. I didn’t come back immediately and somehow, I hadn’t been in contact with Beauty and Bobi. Anyway, I went back to school but my boyfriend and best friend were not yet back. I was worried for Bobi. I wanted to know if he was okay, If he survived the mayhem.
In all of this since Beauty wasn’t back yet, I had to hang out with some mutual friend Angy of Beauty and I .I didn’t like her just that her room was a fun and gossip arena so just wanted to amuse myself. When I got there, there were lots of chics and of course we did the most common thing known to us: Gossip.

Girl 1-What’s up na? How your bobo?

Sosexy- He’s fine I think, I hope

Girl 1- Ehen, so what’s up? Hope these guys didn’t injure him oh.

Sosexy- What? Don’t get

Girl 2- What’s with the forming? Like you don’t know he’s a coded guy? Abeg! Next please!

Sosexy- What’s with you? Please if you don’t like my face, that’s the door!

Angy- Ha ha now.., it hasn’t gotten to that, you both should drop it.

Sosexy- Please, I’m leaving;

Girl 2 – Better! One less pretender.

Sosexy- Me? Pretend? What for?

Girl 1 snickers and starts laughing derisively.

Sosexy- What’s the matter? (I asked turning towards Angy, but she was clearly having fun)

Girl 1- Ok how’s your co-wife?

I’m still lost here and so I just look at them and shrug

Girl 2- Oh God! As if you don’t know that Bobi is fucking Beauty.

Angy- Ha! See me oh! I dodge before Aeroplane will carry me go.

Girl 2- Let her go and tell now! I can defend myself anyway, and please, it’s true!

Sosexy- What are you talking about? What are you saying?

Girl 2- I don’t even know why I’m bothering with you but the whole school thinks you Okayed Bobi and Beauty’s affair, like you all have an agreement or something.

Sosexy- What affair? No Beauty can’t now, she can’t do that. I would trust her with my life.

Girl 2- See your mouth! (She mimics me) Is your life your man? You just don’t know where you are. You think you’re acting a film of friends through high school and through thick and thin.

Sosexy- Stop being nasty and talk to me
Girl 2- Hold up, you mean you really don’t know?

Sosexy- I don’t know anything.

Girl 1- Well we’ve all seen her countless times.

Sosexy- So? I know of all her visits and she even gives me word for word account of their conversation and don’t forget, they were friends before even me.

Girl 2- You’re so naïve! Are you stupid?!

Sosexy –Well, I don’t believe you
All of them- It’s all you and yours, what’s our business? Next topic?


With that, we moved to another topic but I lost interest, I was so unsettled. Could this be true? Was I living in a fool’s paradise?
Could history be repeating itself with me as Beauty and her ex-friend? But I thought she said she never liked Bobi in that way and that he wasn’t even her type? Could she have had an affair with Bobi’s best friend and then sleep with Bobi? That would be really disgusting; could she do it to me?
I then started to shimmer with anger.